aone babi

Salam and good morning..

This morning, rasa malas aku nak bangun..rasa malas nak pegi kerja..apa nya sik, its heavily raining outside..feel like winter season tho..Last nite, i kept thinking about him..Kenak nya tegar molah aku gtok?? Why?? Apa salah aku?? Maybe, im kinda harsh towards him, aku mungkin selalu sumpah seranah nya, but aku polah gtok time aku marah and bila nya polah salah dgn aku...aku sik tak tauk nak padah apa gik..my heart is really really broken...i dont give a damn anything happen to him..i just want my money..its my right..fuck him..i wish him dead now..i suppose there is no use Allah gave him second chance to live..nothing is change.everything remain the same..
aone..i fucking hate u..i reallly really really do..and i want u to die...u just fucking mess up my life..i hate u..aku menyesal kenal kau wan.......kali tok aku benar benar maok ninggal kau..babi ko ya..i will never halalkan makan minum and segala hutang ko dengan aku..hati aku benar benar sakit..ko patut mati jak riya..ko sial..ko pembawa malang dlm idup aku..mudahan ko mati!!

New Job

Lupak maok story..on the 19th Jan..i started my new job at Ranhill as a project document control. at first, memang nabes gila aku..(sapa sik nebes first time masok nak?) Im late that morning, coz working hour di cya start at 7am..aku lambat 6min..Masa first masok cya, i went to see HR exec..and he gave some simple briefing about the company profiles..so far ku liat company ya ok..memang standard gilak2..not like my previous employer..office nya pun boleh tahan..working environmentnya is totally different!! very quiet..and very very professional..
i was attached at level 2..which is IR department..so far the staff are very welcoming..coz ada juwak yang ku kenal before tok..hopefully i can cope with everyone in the office, i dont want to be the previous zue..the emosi zue..a very very moody,not professional worker..
Since the day i started my new job, I promise to myself..that I am gonna be a very hardworking,pro active worker and the most important i want to change is..i need to control my anger and emotion during my task...i want to be professional! i want to prove the her that..i am very smart and more professional than her!! i am not like her, do dirty tactics to have extra money,extra treat! well, its her right to be it that way...i hope, someday, she will change..
enough about her..hehe..
before i left my previous employer, they did some farewell dinner for me..farewell rah dragon restoren..we ate seafood..the food is not that nice..sik macam previous lok...nang nyaman! they also gave me sourvenir, which is a bum watch with a lovely memorable tag "mcot rejuv"..i will not forget they all, eventho, some of them really affect my life..i forgave them all.. hmm nothing to say much..bye from now..

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Salam and good morning to all..I would like to wish Gong Xi Fa Cai to those yang celebrate this festive..Bunga api pada thn tok so so meriah..nang happening gila..kalah nyambut new year dowh..nang best liat bunga api..Yang pelik nya, sharp at 12 am..sik hujan..but after sidak chinese main bunga api..alu hujan turun dengan lebat nya..Allah is very considerate to His ciptaan..Allahuakbar!!
Today, i done something stupid as usual..damn it..kenak aku semakin hari semakin hanyut..yang sebenarnya,aku rasa amat bosan sampe aku maok benda bodo2..aku sik tahu giney nak release kebosanan dan ketensenan aku tok..so i decide polah ajaklah..as long as aku happy..tapi yalah...paham paham jaklah..hee
Bila la aku nak bertobat benar benar tok eh..aku rasa kosong..aku rasa sunyik gilak..yalah, semakin hari aku semakin jauh dgn Allah..aku realize aku tok semakin melencong, tapi..no action from me..kenak aku gtok eh..aku rasa nak entak palak ku pun rah ke dinding!!
aku pun sik paham dengan ku pun tok..ada time,memang siyes gila..ada time, memang maok molah keja bodo bodo..hish..aku pun sik paham